©October 2000
Carol Jane Remsburg
As each season reaches its fullness we can recall the day the calendar said it was so. It is a good thing that what is written in ink on the page doesn't come to pass with such immediacy. The shock of the change would be more than we could take.
Come
late September the page on the wall says that autumn has arrived. The leaves on the trees do not instantly
leap into flame nor do the temperatures drop alarmingly and remain cool. It is that nearly imperceptible change that
begins over the course of days and weeks.
The heat of the day doesn't reach the height it did in August while the
nights are noticeably cooler and quicker to come. Rather it's an up and down and back and forth motion that sets up
what is to follow. So like the
pendulum, the wheels and the gears turn ever onward.
There
isn't a season that I don't embrace, but autumn is always the most
anticipated. It heralds the most
dramatic of changes—even over the greening of spring. Death is always most vivid as it plays from the stage.
With
fall come all the rituals that the warmer weather lacks. Halloween, Thanksgiving, and the build
toward the Christmas season all fall with this realm. Autumn gives way to winter with little fanfare outside of the
theatrics of a snowfall.
This
morning we seemed to inch a little closer to real fall and not just because the
calendar said so. There was a wind that
held steady only to pull back occasionally so the sound of the falling leaves
could make their statement. I could
hear them falling with a certain cadence of the required dance. Each shushed its way down to lay upon the
cushion of the still green grass.
Autumn
asserts herself more with each passing day.
The sun may shine brilliantly but there are undertones of cold as the
wind that whispers never dies. The
first blotches of gold, red, and rust dot the landscape. The fields of corn faded into tan signaling
the harvesters to reap and thus ready that patch of earth for next spring's planting. Other crops, the soybeans, have suddenly
gone to rust. It seemed only days ago
they were a vibrant green. The combines
seem to run day and night, the rattling old trucks that carry the bounty
grumble down the road ferrying them off to safekeeping. The geese honk their good-byes as they
finish gleaning the fields after the harvesters have gone and the wooly-bears
are on the march.
Everything
is active. Everyone is busy. It's the harvest season come again. Within our homes we stock our larders again
the coming cold. The cool, crisp salads
and foods from the grill of summer give way to meaty soups, homemade breads,
and other belly-filling foods that soothe our hunger while assuaging our souls. We long to be like the little ant that
worked so hard to be safe and ready to enjoy the season's end and not the
grasshopper.
We
check our roofs to ensure all is well.
We call the furnace man to turn aside our worries and fill our tanks
with fuel. We open our windows to blow
away the dusty dregs of summer while we clean and scrub and wash. We rediscover the wonders of living
indoors. Meanwhile, forays out of doors
are just as delightful.
Armed
against the chill, we bundle ourselves in an old thick jacket just to walk
about in the yard. The air is fresh,
clean, and always in motion. Taking the
laundry basket to retrieve the laundry is always exhilarating because the
fabrics have captured that crisp scent and we can take it indoors. That perfume, stolen from the wild, only
lives for a short while.
The
sun sets; night begins to fall. All
around us is that heady nutty fragrance.
It is a time of fleeting delight.
It all begins with leaves on the grass.