©July 1999
Carol Jane Remsburg
Yesterday was just another sweltering day that had come in a long string of them. I took a detour from my normal, pre-planned Saturday morning routine of tossing laundry into the washer and routing the dirt and dust from my home. I enjoyed my coffee and morning paper on the back porch.
The
heat was already bordering oppressive.
What little air was moving seemed to generate only parched whispers from
the curling leaves on the trees. The
birds themselves had little to sing about but their grumblings could be
heard. It was the cicadas that were
proclaiming the gloriousness of the day and of life.
With
their low-thrumming start, the cicadas increase the pitch and volume
inexorably. As everything else in nature
seemed to be begging for relief in the form of refreshing rain and cooler
temperatures, the cicadas were announcing that this was the best of the best as
their mates drew near.
As
a child, I remember seeing those hideous looking skins that the nymphs had
shed. The adults seemed adept at hiding
until their wings dried and hardened enough for flight. It was what emerged from those dried up
prickly dead things added lyrics to the sounds of summer. I used to slowly swing beneath the shade of
the huge old maples at my grandmother's house out in the countryside and listen
to that chittering rusty ballad rise and rise to its crescendo. One would end and another begin. Other sounds of the world seemed blotted out
by these tiny little creatures with the big voices.
Normally
after the dinner dishes were washed, dried and put away, the adults would
wander out to sit in the increasing shade as dusk approached. It was still hot, but tolerable. The
lightning bug capture game was over for the year, but the cicada shell game had
just begun. Usually there were several
of us kids and we would beg for containers of any kind. It was more of a treasure hunt than anything
else, but there were rules to follow and the rules were rigid. You couldn't collect the shells during the
day because that was too easy. Besides,
you might disturb a cicada in its transformation process and that would blow it
for you completely. If caught doing
that, you were banned from the game—perhaps until next year.
In
the deepening of dusk, those dark brown shells were difficult to see even for
sharp-eyed little kids. If you were
sneaky, as both my older sisters were, they had made mental notes during the
day as to just where the little buggers where shedding—remember I was mooning
away possibly fruitful hours on the swing listening to them, not actively
searching them out for later retrieval.
I always came up with less, but my cache were always the cleanest
too. Also part of this game was having
the "perfect" shell, fully intact without leg-loss.
The
grandparents, parents, and the odd aunt and uncle would peruse our
catches. Mostly, they were amused. The game kept us out of their hair and I'm
sure we were fun to watch. Each child
always won for something. One would win
for having the "most." That
usually felt to my middle sister who mapped out her strategy with all the
energy of a wartime general at the front.
Another would win for the "largest" specimen. That title would normally fall to our eldest
sister because she was smarter than the rest of us knowing it took less effort
and time. She was also usually quicker
than we were too. However, for the
"perfect" shell nearly always went to me. After I had crushed a few my first time out, I learned. Those brittle shells have no give to them
and eagerness can mean only ruination for you.
Oh,
there were times when there would be more than just my sisters and me. Sometimes it would be an entire clan of us
kids, cousins and second cousins. Then
the awards would change and multiply.
There would be the ones for "the ugliest, the most deformed, the
most difficult to retrieve, and . . . "
How they lengthened the list to accommodate each child is beyond me, but
they managed it. Yet, as a kid, I took
those prizes seriously. It was an accolade
to be earned. It was also one of the
few times I ever slowed down and took gentle care with anything.
As
I was bringing in the fresh laundry, I saw it there on the wooden fence. It was a cicada shell and I hadn't even been
looking for one. I continued about my
duties and forgot about it. This
morning it was chilly after the cool front and rain moved through. I brought my daughter outside to see what
had been left as a memory of brilliant song.
With great care I removed the shell not breaking a leg or crushing the
body. Proudly I displayed the ugly
thing to my daughter. I looked high and
low for another, but it seems that either the rain washed them away or they are
hidden in among the higher reaches of the trees.
Each
year the cicadas sing their song of joy.
Their numbers may have lessened but their impact is still strong. It's time for another generation to play the
game and revere their fortitude.
Meanwhile, I still hold the title for the "perfect" specimen.